Reality

So I flash back to reality. Everyone is around me and still I can’t tell if this is reality. I’m in this new place mentally, emotionally, and physically, and I’m wondering what is good for me. There’s no right or wrong, yet there’s better and worse. That is my problem.
There are too many questions left un-answered and this is where my anxiety lies. I don’t know what my life or the world holds for me. This realization is exciting yet scary at that same time. I’m reading things that I’ve never contemplated the contents of before. However, that is quite justified, seeing that I have never read them before. I don’t know what to tell you all, my mind is blanking on what I’m feeling. I just know that I’m going to be in for something. This is just the beginning of my journey and I have yet to see a great deal.